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OMG!!! Today Papi got some tickets to go to a hockey game from his friend that we spent Thanksgiving with. It was me, Papi, Andy,Tory and his friend Fernando, daughter Tatiana and son Fernando Jr. We had our own suite!! It was sooo much fun! We shared it with about 9 other people, which sucked at first but then we became a family! Well, every time the big t.v. screen in the middle of the rink showed the fans the whole suite jumped up and down yelling and screaming and whistling and waving our arms out like crazy hooligans!! It was sooo much fun, even though after the first hour and a half of the game my voice started to hurt and I was exhausted, lol! We were sooo determined to get on the screen! We went crazy every single time they turned the camera to the fans! We kept jumping and jumping! Finally, when the game was a minute away from ending we got our hearts desire! We finally saw our faces on screen! Ahhhh! Enlightenment at last! What was funny though is that while I was jumping, I was looking at the screen at the same time. I saw our suite, but it took me a few seconds to register that it was us! When I realized it was us I didn't even see me! Lol! All I saw was the girls that were sitting in the other side of the suite, so I ran towards that side and almost trampled Victoria! Then the game finished and we all rejoiced and laughed and I was a little upset that I didn't see myself on camera. But then Andy, Tory, Tatiana and her brother reassured me that they saw my face in screen! I was soo happy! Even though I didn't see it, my goal was accomplished! Then they started to play "Don't Stop Believing" as we left the suite!!! What a perfect end to a perfect game! It was such an appropriate and relevant time to play it! We never stopped believing that we would show up on screen! In a nut shell, I had the time of my life today and I think I lost my voice!! YEAAA!!!! Thank u God sooooooo much for giving me the opportunity to go to a hockey game!!!!! Got to go to bed! School tomorrow! Oh btw!! Today I decided not to go to DECA and I went to a HOSA meeting with Allison, the one that used to hang out with Jasmine a lot. I think I'm in looooove! She's so amazing!! Im gonna do the Law of Attraction to get her!! I will get her!!! Help me God! Pray for me people! Please!!!! Good Night!!!

Do it With Love Love LOVE!

Hey! Well, today has been a long day! I slept over ariel's house and we watched "The Girl Next Door." It was good but I missed the last 5 minutes! I had to do my research paper, but I didnt. Im really disapointed in my self... Anyways, Jose came over from New Jersey. Also, Juan and Rocio came over and we hung out from like 4 till 1:30 in da morning, lolz! You know how long they hang out when Papi and Jose are together! Well me, Juan and Rocio tried to trick Andy into thinking that it was a second Halloween. We knocked on a copule peoples doors and someone actually went to go get cabdy when Juan and Roocio said Trick or Treat! Lolzzzz! Well, I was about to go to bed when Jose saw me and told me how much he loved me. He also said how proud of me he was because I lost so much weight. We talked for ever! He said that my parents were proud of me and they love me, that I should be what ever I want to be and that I should not lose my idenity. Then we talked about what I wanna be when Im older and I told him I want to be a music producer, suprisingly he seemed a little dissapointed, but he said that I should do what ever my heart wants. We also tlaked about how Im apart of his family and Im his son, and I could call him when ever I needed too. He said that I could call or talk or e-mail Janneris or Joey on myspace too, he says they think high of me and that there proud of me too. What was really weird was that he said that Massiel talks a lot about me and that she thinks of me as her older brother because of how we used to talk everyday to each other, and walked together on the bus to falcon. He asked me if I want to go to D.R. for her suprise quince, I said yes obviously and he said that he'll talk too my dad about it. He said that I should go because it would make Massiel happy. I said that I don't want him to talk to my dad because my dad was trying to save money. He said that ge was even more proud of me because I thought about that and not many kids are selfless like that. He said that I have a big heart and that I was one of the best kids he's ever met and I was an amazing person. People have been telling me this my whole life, but I dont get it!!! What did I do thats so amazing! I dont see myself as so good to be gaining so much recognition! Well anyways , today I realized that I love Jose too and that him and his family are a vey important part of my life!!! Whoo knows maybe, Im as good as everyone says I am... Well, I have school tommorow! I KNOW!! I have to wake up at 6:30 tommorow! Which is in like 3 hours! Lolz!! P.s. Jose emphasized that I should do what ever I want if it makes me happy. He said whatever makes me happy will make him happy and he'll always be there or me and stand behind me. I love that man! Good Night!!!!

I'm So Excited and I Just Can't Hide It!!!

OMG!!!! My mom just gave the OK to go to NY for Christmas yesterday! I cant wait!! I miss NY sooooo much!!!! Its all ready been almost FIVE YEARS since we moved!! We moved on August, 1 2003. In a few weeks 2008 is coming, man how time flies. I wish that I could have started my journal just a few years ago so that I could remember my quirky, awkward over weight times. Wow, my life has gotten so much better since the dramatic weight loss! But, only half the battle is done... As soon as I get some N.O. Explode at Walgreen's or someplace I'll start making a work out plan. I want to start as soon as 2008 comes so it could be my resolution. If any one reading has a good work out plan for a beginner it will be greatly appreciated! Thanks! Anyways, today was kinda sad, or rather stressful. I had to cook my meal (egg, ham, cheese sandwich) and cook for the fam and Mama and Iche on the grill. I kept running up and down from the kitchen to the grill. I burned my bread, and I burned my eggs twice but I ate them anyway. I also burned a slab of steak and some chicken wings. I also hound out that my dad is taking stress-relief pills and has to do surgery for his back I think. My mom was gonna have a surprise birthday party for him on Saturday but he's been saying that he's waisting too much money. So, even though I don't really like him that much, my bday present for him will be to help save money. i don't know how yet but I think I'll do the Law of Attraction on that. In good news, i wrote a song today in McCafferty's Algebra class. I think it sounds pretty good, who am I kidding it sounds awesome! Lol! This weekend I have to go to the store to find information for my manual, but other than that I think I wanna hang out with Kei-ya-le. I really wanna hang out with Jesse, but when I gave him a comment last weekend asking if he wanted to hangout, he didn't reply. But Kei-ya-le is pretty cool too! Anyways, Im still writing the song I titled Cannabis. When that song gets famous I can see my self looking back at this post to read it. Lol! When I finish it I'll try and post it so I always have a back-up. Well, school tomorrow! FRIDAY!!! I hate how the week flys by sooo fast! We have a "Cultural Gathering" tomorrow in Ms.Chavero's class. That means PARTYYYY!!!! Lol! I miss Sra. Sachs soooo much!! I'm the party planner and I'm also bringing music, a movie and microwave pop corn. I hope it's fun! Heck, I know it'll be fun! Well, Reces Peace! Lol! Good Night!

Lesson Learned

Well I've been thinking about getting plastic surgery to remove the excess skin and the man boobs I still have. If I could just get the body I want! Why does this have to be sooo hard! I still have to work on getting my subconscious on the same level as me by imagining my self with the body I want, though its kinda hard to imagine it like that. Well, to start getting my fat ass to the gym I'm gonna start giving myself consequences... If I don't go to the gym and work out, I'm gonna give my mom my Ipod. That way I'll be sure to go to the gym! Lets pray that I have the self control to do this! Lol! I don't want to fully work out yet because I wanna learn how to get buff before anything, so I just want to get in the mood of going to the gym. I need to buy some N.O. Xplode though so I can get buff! Wow! For the first time I feel like I can do this! Literally, as I wrote that 2 seconds ago I had a feeling that I'm gonna get the body I want! Amazing! I cant wait to start! I have school tomorrow and I didn't do Fonseca's hw! Omg!!! It doesn't matter though, Ill just finish it tomorrow. I feel enlightened! P.s. I GOT A MOHAWK YESTERDAY!!! I wanted to say something yesterday but that post was already soo big! i got it at Ike's! I didn't like it though so I cut it off. I know!! Ive been growing my hair since July to do that, all for nothing! The sides were uneven so I told the guy to shave it off. Well, hair grows! Lol, that sounds like an ancient Chinese proverb! Also, I wanted to say something I learned from "Spider-Man 3" yesterday... He said that even if we cant control our surroundings or what happens to us, we could always just choose the right decision! That was a really interesting statement, even if it contradicts what the Law of Attraction says. You can control what happens to you! That writer should go see "The Secret". Lol! Good Night! Reces' PEACE!!! Lol!

Shut Up and Drive!

Hey! Sorry I haven't written in a few days! Well, thanksgiving was a couple days ago and it was boring. We had people come over our house like some of Mami's old friends. Mama, Papa and Iche also came over but Laiza was at Ny with Javier. Btw, Mami agreed to buy my plane ticket for to Ny for Christmas!!! Home at Last ahhh. Well, In other news.... I've decided to become a music producer like my homie Timbaland! I saw this ad for Full Sail College on Myspace. I'm googling how to become one and all about the business... u know how I do! Lol! I think to start becoming a producer I need to write songs, so I'm gonna look for titles and inspiration and maybe start tomorrow! I also want to start going to the gym to get the look Ive always wanted!

That is exactly what I want to look like! Maybe you could imagine my face at the top??? It's the perfect body for me, the abs, the pecs! Only, I want arms a little bigger, and a "v" at the waist. Well, It's time for me to take hold of the reigns, and fulfill my dream! Here's what I learned today listening to a podcast...

• If you want new results, you have to have new behavior. If you want new behaviors you have to get new feelings. To get new feelings you have to get new thoughts.
• Thoughts=Feelings=Actions, and
• The image you have of your self is who we become.

So, I realize that when I think of myself I need to think of myself as the that person I want to be. Also, to get the results that I want, I need to have my Thoughts, ...., and .... all moving in the right place. So I will need to think I am fit and toned, feel like I'm fit and toned and work out so I'm fit and toned. To become a producer I will need to think I am capable of becoming one, put emotion, or feeling towards it, and write and produce my own songs. I'm gonna add producer as my goal. Maybe Ill post everything Ive learned so far from podcasts... Well, Ill try, I mean WILL write tomorrow! lol! Bye!

Too Little, Too Late

Its soooo late but I really wanted to write today! Im gonna make it one of my goals! I just finished a current event for hosier right now. I really wanna get good grades! Im dissapointed in myself because i havent been trying as hard as I should be. Well, what ever! Let me focus on the postitive... christmas is coming!!! Yeaaa!!! I want to change my whole wardrobe! I cant wait! I also want a lot of books, like "The 48 Laws of Power". I wanna learn how to influence people to do stuff for me so I could be good in business. I just found out today that Laiza is going to ny with Javier for thanksgiving! This means that shes not going to ny with me for Christmas! I dont know how im gonna go to ny without her... Well, Que sera sera! Lol! I gotsta go to bed cuz its late! P.s. today I decided that I wanna become a song writer! Thats how Im gonna become famous!

Have I Told You Lately...

Hey whats up! This is my first entry! I really didn't want to write but I felt i had to. i really should go to sleep because there's school tomorrow! I want to go ice my face to close the pores... I know that's so interesting lol! Today, I felt bad because I felt conscious about the way I looked. As I was sitting in the living room, Sophia noticed that I something was wrong because I looked sad. She asked my mom "Whats wrong with Anthony? He looks mad." I looked at her and she smiled as to make me feel better. Then she started to stick out her tongue and blow strawberries to make me laugh. Then she got up and started to play tag with me! I felt so loved and honored! She actually tried to make me feel better, and she did! Soon, I was laughing and playing with her! She's an amazing girl and I love her soooo much! Today has shown me that someone loves me (even though she doesn't like to give or get kisses or hugs!)! My mini-goals this week is to not complaine & to stop being so hard on my self! Good night!

p.s. I just saw Beyonce win the international artist award or something on the AMA! What an inspiration! Everyone stood up and clapped for her! She's had 23 #1 singles around the world! And, she's been on 183 magazine covers! I wish I could be famous like that! I hope her new album is produced by Timbo!!!